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Friday, November 05, 2004

countinggg downnn. wheeee. i haf two weeks more to go! wahhh. this week passed like winddd. so fast i finish four paper lerrr. yesss!! two more weeks. errs. actualli five more days. it's jus that the papers are spread out. which is good! lols. got time to study. so far so good larhs. it's jus my englishhh. i find it okayyy. but dare not expect tooo high. scare get back results super disappointedd. so juss pray harddd. buta three would be more then enough. thou my hart wants a two. haaaz. wadd crappp. weells. i din haf time for paper one larhs.. so compo wasnt all that well done i suppose. and the situational writinggg. it was crap. we were suppose to write an affectionate letter to our unclee. i duno how larhs. i din plan din anithing. cos no timee!!! forty five min left onli..so i chionggg. till last minute.. no time to checkkk. damn. i bet there will be countless mistakesss. arghhh. english is hopeless. and i don haf the damn higher chineseeee!! its all the toot moe fault. i noe a lot of pple heard this complaint beforeee but still i must saee!!! i got A* for chinese. disdinction for higher chinese. but they duwan offer me higher chinese in secondary school. all becos of my iritating english. BBBBBB. damn larhhh. den now going to graduate liao. den they change. can opp for higher chinese. wad the heellll. nvm. shall make do with wad i haf. but i still hafta continue wif chinese in college. -____-" daaaamnnn. haaa. i am in such a vulgarrr moodd.. whheeees. nvmm. sooo excited to watch tv laterr. yays! i am giving myself a break till 10. after amaths, i was practicalli sleeping in physics remedial. or shud i say, sleep while copying.. copying blindly in other wordss. haaz. i think he noeee i am dozing offf. oh wells. i came homeee. slepttt. haaaz. my fave hobby. i din noe by doing the cambridge papers, it will make me soooo sleepy. ahas. came home str8 afte papers. and SLEEP. its so unlike mee.! lols. nvmmm. this kinda thing can pei yang one. pple changeeee. yahhhh. it's soooo scarrryyyy. but nvm larhss. maybe they will change backk. attitude. i owaes believe it's the attitude that realli matter. if ur attitude is good. anddd u dont succeed. dennn too baddd. when u realli try ur very besttt. and poossesss a positive attutude. or shud i sae. a good attitude. even if u fail this time. u will eventualli success de. but ur attitude is bad. if u had succeeded this time. it doesnt guarantee that u can make it again. hard work relli pays i guesss. thats whieee i noeee. if i don do dat well this timee. it's sorta expecteddd. i din go all outt thou. but i did try veryyyy verryyy harddd. but i jus don think i can make it larhs. maybe it's jus that i set too unrealistic goals. but not exactly. but i jus cant imagine myself getting good results. i duwan to pin so high hopes. and fall and it will hurt like shiat. sooo. it's jus mere pessimism. haaa. is there this word. i onli noe there is optimism. lala. paranoid. nvm. don careee abt meee. i don nid anione to care thouuu. (:

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